Don't you worry Child~~ XD.. joking~

Ohaiyo!!!
Is Thursday!! Yes... one more week is the fair..
I mean one more week lar..
Well anyway... Now is almost 9am..
And I've still alot of things need to do...
Now I only knew that Hitz.fm quite goood~~~
because jin's mama is in the phone call live.. saying that jin didn't iron his clothes.. XD
so funny but Hitz.fm too much adv..
But red.f also quite good beasu of jj...
what about ean?? is been a while i didn't listen to him..
I also don't know what itme he is on air.
Seriously yesterday cannnot play AudtionSea and Maplesea~~~
QAQ~~
Ah I know what I want to say..
Pls don't check my facebook pal~~ I'm your friend and you say something infornt with bunch of friends about me...
Actually this year I want to try cosplay..
Why so sudden?? Cause last two years I went to comic fiesta and I'm obsessed about thier costume and all thr stuff..
Then finally I have two costume right now.. I just try it and take a pic on facebook,
But I put a the Comic Fiesta 2012 fan book pages..
Is any possible that my friend can see that?!?!?
No right?
Maybe she hak my account??
WTF!!!!
She just say...
ermm XXX<<< my name.. you got cosplay ar??
OMG... WTF... Now I don't want my friend know 1st after two or three year i just want to tell them..
I don't lke... then she ask me.. are you an otaku..
then she say "I didn't watch anime..
So what?!?! that not my business~~
Then I think she maybe too old watching all this thingy?!?!
*flip table* I treat her so good and she treat me like that?!?!
Pls don't ask me all these question..
Why others parents can accept it but what about mine??
I know is so weird.. so sudden like cosplay...
And my atitude had change?? Maybe...
I'm so tired talking all this things..
But anyway.. Now I'm waiting for my Arashi Popcorn DVD~~
AH I just watched the preview...
OMG.. I must have this dvd~~
Can't wait.. 2mrw i will go and check it.. see whether they release already or not...
hehehe
that all for me..

~JANE~
~ARASHI SAIKOU!~

愛でした Ai Deshita by 関ジャニ∞ Kanjani8

Here is the lyrics for  愛でした Ai Deshita by 関ジャニ∞ Kanjani8.

Kanji

愛でした。

それが君でした 愛し君でした
ココロが求めていたもの全て
その微笑み その優しさ
言葉にすれば一つしかない

たしかに尖ってた 辺り構わず腹を立て
寂しいからたどれない家路
街をブラブラ漁りたて (every day)
夢中になれなかった
目の前の楽しいことばっか
心奪われ溺れてたんだ (救いようないくらい)

いつも何かを傷付けながら
そして自分も傷付いてたんだ
そんな日々に光くれた
永久にこの胸の深い場所で微笑む人

それが君でした 愛し君でした
ココロが求めていたもの全て
その微笑み その優しさ
言葉にすれば一つしかない
君が愛でした 日々が愛でした
寂しさにつぶれ震える夜に
君がくれたちっちゃな灯火
明日の光へと変わりココロを 導いてく

繰り返す自問自答 されど辿り着けぬままに
何処へ行けば満たされるだろう
昨日を行ったり来たり (every night)
居場所なんて無いんだ
味方など何処にも居ないんだ
晴れてる空が曇って見えた (俯く自分にLies)

いつもだれかを疑いながら
震える足で日々を渡ってた
そんな孤独わかってくれた
そっと隣で肩を並べ寄り添う人

それが君でした 愛し君でした
ココロが求めていたもの全て
その微笑み その優しさ
言葉にすれば一つしかない
それは愛でした 君の愛でした
途方もないほど大きな力で
美しさと 歩む術(すべ)を
言葉なしに伝えようとする その笑顔で

それが愛でした 君が愛でした
どんな時もこの胸の中に
その瞳とその両手で 瞼閉じたココロの手を引く
君が愛でした 日々が愛でした
寂しさにつぶれ震える夜に
君がくれたちっちゃな灯火
明日の光へと変わりココロを 導いてく

明日へと (ココロを) 明日へと…



Romaji

Sore ga kimi deshita itoshi kimi deshita
Kokoro ga motomete ita mono subete
Sono hohoemi sono yasashisa
Kotoba ni sureba hitotsu shikanai

Tashikani togatteta atari kamawazu hara wo tate
Samishii kara tadorenai ieji
Machi wo BURA BURA asaritate (every day)
Muchuu ni narenakatta
Me no mae no tanoshii koto bakka
Kokoro ubaware oboreteta'n da (sukui you nai kurai)

Itsumo nanika wo kizutsuke nagara
Soshite jibun mo kizutsuiteta'n da
Sonna hibi ni hikari kureta
Towa ni kono mune no fukai basho de hohoemu hito

Sore ga kimi deshita itoshi kimi deshita
Kokoro ga motomete ita mono subete
Sono hohoemi sono yasashisa
Kotoba ni sureba hitotsu shikanai
Kimi ga ai deshita hibi ga ai deshita
Samishisa ni tsubure furueru yoru ni
Kimi ga kureta chicchana tomoshibi
Asu no hikari he to kawari kokoro wo michibiiteku

Kurikaesu jimonjitou sare do tadori tsukenu mama ni
Doko he ikeba mitasareru darou
Kinou wo okonattari kitari (every night)
Ibasho nante nai'n da
Mikata nado doko ni mo inai'n da
Hareteru sora ga kumotte mieta (utsumuku jibun ni Lies)

Itsumo dareka wo utagai nagara
Furueru ashi de hibi wo watatteta
Sonna kodoku wakatte kureta
Sotto tonari de kata wo narabe yorisou hito

Sore ga kimi deshita itoshi kimi deshita
Kokoro ga motomete ita mono subete
Sono hohoemi sono yasashisa
Kotoba ni sureba hitotsu shikanai
Sore wa ai deshita kimi no ai deshita
Tohou mo nai hodo ookina chikara de
Utsukushisa to ayumu sube wo
Kotoba nashi ni tsutaeyou to suru sono egao de

Sore ga ai deshita kimi ga ai deshita
Donna toki mo kono mune no naka ni
Sono hitomi to sono ryoute de mabuta tojita kokoro no te wo hiku
Kimi ga ai deshita hibi ga ai deshita
Samishisa ni tsubure furueru yoru ni
Kimi ga kureta chicchana tomoshibi
Asu no hikari he to kawari kokoro wo michibiiteku

Asu he to (kokoro wo) asu he to...

Translation

That was you, lovely you
All what my heart was hoping for
Your smile, your kindness
If I have to put it in words, there will be only one

Yes, I was irritable and got angry regardless of who was around
I was too lonely to go back home
So I wandered in the streets looking for something (every day)
Before my eyes I had only exciting things
Of which I wasn't able to grow fond
My heart was stolen and I was drowning (so much that I couldn't be rescued)

I was always hurting something
And doing this I was hurted too
Who gave me light in those days
Was the person who is always smiling deep in my heart

That was you, lovely you
All what my heart was hoping for
Your smile, your kindness
If I have to put it in words, there will be only one
You were love, the days were love
In the nights I was overhelmed and shaking from loneliness
You gave me a little light
It will change in the blaze toward tomorrow and lead my heart

Repeating answering my own question, even so not being able to reach a solution
Where should I go to be satisfied?
Yesterday continues to come and go (every night)
There's not such a thing like a place for me
There's no one taking my side anywhere
The clear sky seemed cloudy (Lies to the downcast me)

I was always doubting someone
And getting along days with trembling feet
Who has understood my loneliness
Was the person who got gently closer by my side

That was you, lovely you
All what my heart was hoping for
Your smile, your kindness
If I have to put it in words, there will be only one
That was love, it was your love
With a strenght so great that it's extraordinary
The beauty and how to walk on
You try to convey me them without words, with your smile

That was love, you were love
Every time, in this heart
With your eyes and your both hands, you lead my blind heart
You were love, the days were love
In the nights I was overhelmed and shaking from loneliness
You gave me a little light
It will change in the blaze toward tomorrow and lead my heart

Toward tomorrow (my heart) toward tomorrow...