Hiaz what a day~~

i really
don't know what to say...
my feeling about myself...
although my mum ask me about the school...
i just say ok only.
tonight i will tell my true feeling about myself
But feel so down this day...
i don't even know if i tell the true feeling...
i always think which one is my true feeling..
i keep wonder...
now my essay english haven done and tomorrow need to pass up...
now i really stress up~~ >> i don't think so~~ T_T
after when i get me spm result i wanted to go college..
but when i surf the internet the government gave me ~~~
then on that time i think about the fee, the sub that i want to study~~
NONE~~ if i say i want go college and study~~ hiaz.. need to think about the fees~~
just bought a car..
hiaz.. really want to cry now T_T

Haivng a date with my sis

well since my mom and my elder sis went to korea..
and today is their 1st day.. 7 days to go..
and my dad still at Taiwan~~ tomorrow he will come back..
just two of us... i mean me and my little sis..
so.. we go out and watching movie Cars2~~
Perfume<< their song really include at the movie!!
awesome!!! love it!
and the show was just.. awesome and their pic !!
Japan, Italy, London!!! love it~~
later on we having lunch at subway~~
hiaz.. but still got 4 days start to schooling
and i haven do my homework yet.. still playing though~~
tomorrow we going to book fair.. this time i really going to the chinese booth~~~!!
well about yesterday~~ at home watching arashi concert!! yeah!!
and today is bleach day!!! hehehehe love hitsugaya!!!

Happy Bithday to my ownself~

well today is my birthday!!!
yeah~~ お誕生日おめでとうございます!!! happy birthday!!!
at school~~ my teacher gave me a wallet~~
and my elder sis make a chocolate cheese cake for me~~
i'm so happy~~ << just like normal day~
well is already 9.25pm...
my birthday still got 2 more hour to celebrate~~`
well happy 18 birthday!!!

遠くまで (Toku Made)

Romanized

Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Can you hear the harmony?
Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Sing together　We are the world

Chotto shita nanigenai kotoba ga ureshikute tsunagaru
Chuujou ja hajimaranai kimi no koe wo kikasete

Zenbu hitotsu hitotsu kitto tsutaekirenai
Itsudatte mitsume aeba wakari aeru hazu sa

Hikiau you ni kimi ga sedai
Nagaku tsudzuku yoru no saki subete ga kawaru kara

Sing together
Hey!　Utae, koe takaku　Bokura no omoi wo kasanete
Hey!　Kaze wo dakishimete　Hashire, kono mukou made
Onaji toki no naka　Kimi ga soba ni iru kara
Hey! Hey! Tooku made　Kono te wo nobashite

Daijoubu na furishite tsuyogaru soburi okashikute
Kyuuten shite nigiri kaeshita te no naka ni tsumatta aijou
Nando warai attemo mada tarinai gurai
Chiisakute ookii na nichijou ni kurumatta kiseki

Hazumu you ni　Toberu you ni
Dokomade demo kagayaite　Kisetsu wo koete yukou

Sing forever
Hey!　Sono te tsukiagete　Kokoro ni nagaremasu melody
Hey!　Sora wo dakishimete　Utaou, hitori janai
Sagashi ni yuku no sa　Daremo tomerarenai
Hey! Hey!　Ten takaku　Kono te wo nobashite

Miwatasu　Sekai wa subarashii
Tashikame aitai　Ryou te wo hirogete

Sing together
Hey!　Utae, koe takaku　Bokura no omoi wo kasanete
Hey!　Kaze wo dakishimete　Hashire, kono mukou made
Onaji toki no naka　Kimi ga soba ni iru kara
Hey! Hey! Tooku made 　Kono te wo nobashite

Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Can you hear the harmony?
Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Sing together　We are the world

English;

Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Can you hear the harmony?
Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Sing together　We are the world

Those unimportant casual words make me happy and connect us together
If it’s only my inner feelings, nothing will start　Let me hear your voice

Every little thing surely can’t be conveyed
But anytime we gaze at each other, we should understand one another

Like you’re pulling us together, you are the world
At the end of a long night, everything will change

Sing together
Hey!　Sing, raise your voice higher　Our memories are overlapping
Hey!　Hold on to the wind　Run, to that faraway place
In the middle of the same time　You are by my side
Hey! Hey!　Into the distance　Stretch out your hand

Your fake attitude that you’re pretending to be okay is strange
It suddenly changed and in the hand you squeezed mine back with was love
Even if we laugh together many times, it’s not enough
Wrapped up in the small or big ordinary days are miracles

Like we’ll jump out　Like we’ll fly
Let’s shine no matter how far and pass through the seasons

Sing forever
Hey!　Toss those hands up in the air　A melody plays in my heart
Hey!　Hold on to the sky　Let’s sing, you’re not alone
We’ll go in search of it　Nobody can stop us
Hey! Hey!　High in the sky　Stretch out your hand

The world we look out at is magnificent
We want to check it out　Spread your hands out wide

Sing together
Hey!　Sing, raise your voice higher　Our memories are overlapping
Hey!　Hold on to the wind　Run, to that faraway place
In the middle of the same time　You are by my side
Hey! Hey!　Into the distance　Stretch out your hand

Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Can you hear the harmony?
Ready, steady, go　Let’s sing a song
Sing together　We are the world

Kanji

Ready, steady, go　Let's sing a song
Can you hear the harmony?
Ready, steady, go　Let's sing a song
Sing together　We are the one

ちょっとした何気ない言葉が嬉しくて繋がる
躊躇しちゃ始まらない君の声を聴かせて

全部一つ一つきっと伝えきれない
いつだって見つめ合えば分かり合えるはずさ

ひきあうように響かせたい
長く続く夜の先全てが変わるから

Sing together
Hey!　歌え, 声高く　僕らの想いを重ねて
Hey!　風を抱きしめて　走れ, この向こうまで
同じときの中　君がそばにいるから
Hey! Hey!　遠くまで　この手を伸ばして

大丈夫なフリして強がるそぶりおかしくて
ぎゅっとして握り返した手の中に詰まった愛情
何度笑い合ってもまだ足りないぐらい
小さくて大きいな日常にくるまった奇跡

弾むように　飛べるように
どこまででも輝いて　季節を越えて行こう

Sing forever
Hey!　その手突き上げて　心に流れだすメロディー
Hey!　空を抱きしめて　歌おう、一人じゃない
探しに行くのさ　誰も止められない
Hey! Hey!　天高く　この手を伸ばして

見渡す　世界は素晴らしい
確かめ合いたい　両手を広げて

Sing together
Hey!　歌え, 声高く　僕らの想いを重ねて
Hey!　風を抱きしめて　走れ, この向こうまで
同じときの中　君がそばにいるから
Hey! Hey!　遠くまで　この手を伸ばして

Ready, steady, go　Let's sing a song
Can you hear the harmony?
Ready, steady, go　Let's sing a song
Sing together　We are the one

Hatenai Sora~

Romanized

Doro mamire no mainichi dakedo　Ima sara nayandari wa shinai
Akireru hodo bukiyou dakedo　Kokoro ni chikatta yume ga aru

Todokanai hoshi ga matataite　Fureru you ni sotto toikaketa
Yomigaeru kibou de kono mune ga itasarerutara　Oikakeru dake

Hatenai sora ga soko ni aru tte　Ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
Tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　Fumidashite nando demo yarinaosou　Chikara tsuyoku

Tsumikasaneta iiwake yori　Ari no mama wo shinjite miyou
Uso darake no shiawase yori　Sunao no mama hohoendeiyou

Mata hitotsu hoshi ga nagaretara　Te wo nobashite sou tsukameru you ni
Masshiro na mirai ga doko made mo　Tsudzuiteru kara tashikameru dake

Mienai mono wa nani mo nai tte　Sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
Kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda　Itsudatte mou ichido tachiagarou Chikara tsuyoku

Namida no ato ga kawaitara　Mata yobikakeru kara　Kotaete yo　Mada minu asu e
Hitori janai to kidzuitanda　Kagayaku ano tobira　Tomo ni mezasou

Hatenai sora ga soko ni aru tte　Ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
Tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　Fumidashite nando demo yarinaosou

Mienai mono wa nani mo nai tte　Sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
Kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda　Itsudatte mou ichido tachiagarou Chikara tsuyoku

English

Everyday is smeared with mud, but it’s too late to be worrying about that now
It’s so surprising that it’s awkward, but I have a dream my heart is sworn to

The unreachable stars are twinkling　Wishing to touch them, I softly asked them a question
If hope is restored to my heart, I’ll just chase after them

“An endless sky is there”　Just now a confident voice could be heard
Shall we change that we can’t fly and go?　Let’s start over by taking a step forward, however many times　Energetically

More than the piled-up excuses　Let’s try believing in the truth
More than a happiness full of lies　Let’s smile honestly

If one more star falls, I’ll reach out my hand so that I might catch it
Because a pure white future can continue anywhere, I just want to make sure

“There is nothing that you can’t see”　That confident song can be heard
These feelings that won’t disappear are right here　No matter when, let’s try to stand up one more time　Energetically

If my tear tracks dry, then I’ll call out for you again
Answer me　And we’ll go to a future we haven’t seen before
I’ve realized I’m not alone　Let’s aim for that shining door together

“An endless sky is there”　Just now a confident voice could be heard
Shall we change that we can’t fly and go?　Let’s start over by taking a step forward, however many times

“There is nothing that you can’t see”　That confident song can be heard
These feelings that won’t disappear are right here　No matter when, let’s try to stand up one more time

Kanji

泥まみれの毎日だけど　いまさら悩んだりはしない
呆れるほど不器用だけど　心に誓った夢がある

届かない星が瞬いて　触れるように　そっと問い掛けた
よみがえる希望でこの胸が　満たされるから　追い掛けるだけ

果てない空がそこにあるって　いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか　踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう　力強く

積み重ねた言い訳より　ありのままを信じてみよう
嘘だらけの幸せより　素顔のまま微笑んでいよう

また一つ星が流れたら　手を伸ばして　そう掴めるように
真っ白な未来がどこまでも　続いてるから　確かめるだけ

見えないものは何もないって　その確かな歌が聞こえる
消えない思いがここにあるんだ　いつだってもういちど
立ち上がる　力強く

涙の跡が乾いたら　また呼び掛けるから　答えてよ　まだ見ぬ明日へ
一人じゃないと気付いたんだ　輝くあの扉　共に目指そう

果てない空がそこにあるって　いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか　踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう．．．

見えないものは何もないって　その確かな歌が聞こえる
消えない思いがここにあるんだ　いつだってもういちど
立ち上がる　力強く

どこままもっと[kono mama motto] Sakurai Sho Solo

Romanji:

Kasanari atta vibration　Kimi to narashita heart beat　Kaze ga torisugita
Ano koro kara hon no chotto　Otona ni nareta ki ga shita　Meguru kisetsu

Kotoba ni narenai koe ga　Boku no mune no naka de kurikaesu
Itsukara darou konna ni　Kimi to iru jikan wa itoshikute

Iroasenai yo　Kako to mirai wo tsunaide koko ni iru
Mimi sumaseba　Kikoete kuru yo　Ano hi no stay gold

Kono mama motto　Tsutawaru you ni　Kawaranu ai wo　
Sasayaka na hibi ni afureteiru　I love you　
Fukaku kizuna tsunaide yuku
Kore kara motto　Kagayaku you ni　Ashita wa subarashii　
Futari dake no　(Baby, please stay gold)
Ai no hana wo　(Baby, I love you)　Itsumademo

Heya no kazatta portrait　Kimi to waratta memory wo tsurete　Doa wo aketa
Kimi to musunda ten to sen wo　Eien ni tadoreru you ni　Negai komete

Ame agari kaoru gogo ni　Mizutamari ga utsusu sora no ue
Tobikoete mita bokura wa　Yuruyaka na jikan mo itoshikute

Moshimo boku ga ano koro no keshiki itsuka wasuretemo
Itsumo soba ni kimi ga ita koto wasurenai darou

Sono mama motto　Onaji omoide　Kawaranu ai wo　
Arifureta hibi ni shirushite yuku　I love you　
Kimi to no pe-ji fuete yuku
Kimi ni wa motto　Kono saki zutto　Waratteite hoshii　
Ame no hi demo　(Baby, please stay gold)
Kaze no hi demo　(Baby, I love you)　Itsumademo

Egao no ura no namida no wake wo
Wakarazu ni sugoshiteiru yo　Ima mo
Donna hibi wo sugoshite kita no ka to
Ki ni naru no　Ima mo

Komorebi sasu　Ano kaori no kioku
Mado no soto wo nagameru tabi niou
Ashita wo inoru　Ashita ga minoru
Ibuki hajimete iru toki wo

Monokuro ga irodzuki hajimeru kankaku
Imi wo ushinai hajimeta tanzaku
Fuan na　Jibun ga mata iya ni naru
Tsumannai　Kimochi wo uta ni naru nara

“I love… love you, my boo”
Bokura dake ni wakaru you na aizu

All I want to say “I love…”
Donna kotoba mo chu wo mau

Kono mama motto　Tsutawaru you ni　Kawaranu ai wo　
Sasayaka na hibi ni afureteiru　I love you　
Fukaku kizuna tsunaide yuku
Kore kara motto　Kagayaku you ni　Ashita wa subarashii　
Futari dake no　(Baby, please stay gold)
Ai no hana wo　(Baby, I love you)　Itsumademo

English

Vibrations that overlapped　My heart beat with yours　The wind passed by
It’s only been a little bit since those days　I feel I’ve become used to being an adult in the passing season

The words that I can’t say repeat in my heart
I wonder since when did the time I spent with you become so dear

Don’t fade　The past and the future connect to here
If you listen carefully, you’ll hear it　Those days will stay gold

More, as we are　So that it will get to you　This unchanging love
Overflowing in these modest days　I love you
Connected with deep bonds
More, starting from now　So that it will shine　Tomorrow is wonderful
Only for the two of us　(Baby, please stay gold)
A flower of love　(Baby, I love you)　Forever

Portraits decorating my room　Taking along the memories when I laughed with you, I opened the door
The dots and lines I connected with you　So that we can follow the way to eternity that includes our wishes

On an afternoon that smells of the fallen rain, the puddles reflect the sky above
We tried jumping over them　That relaxing time was also dear

Even if sometime I forget the landscape from those days
I think I won’t forget that you were always by my side

More, as we are　With the same memories and this unchanging love
Writing down these common days　I love you
The pages with you are increasing
From now on, I want you to keep smiling more and forever
Even on rainy days　(Baby, please stay gold)
Even on windy days　(Baby, I love you)　Forever

The reason for the tears behind the smile
I keep going without understanding it　Even now
I wonder what kind of days we went through
It’s on my mind　Even now

The sun shines through the trees　The memory of that smell
Every time I gaze out the window, I can smell it
I’ll pray for tomorrow　That tomorrow will bear fruit
The moment that breathing starts

The sense of monochrome beginning to change color
A poem on a paper that’s begun to lose its meaning
It’s worrying　That I might start to dislike myself
It’s boring　If that’s so, then sing out your feelings

“I love… I love you, my boo”
In a signal that only we will understand

All I want to say “I love…”
No matter the words, they flutter in the air

More, as we are　So that it will get to you　This unchanging love
Overflowing in these modest days　I love you
Connected with deep bonds
More, starting from now　So that it will shine　Tomorrow is wonderful
Only for the two of us　(Baby, please stay gold)
A flower of love　(Baby, I love you)　Forever

Kanji

重なり合った vibration　君と鳴らした heart beat　風が通り過ぎた
あの頃からほんのちょっと　大人になれた気がした　巡る季節

言葉にならない声が　僕の胸の中で繰り返す
いつからだろうこんなに　君といる時間は愛しくて

色褪せないよ　過去と未来をつないでここにいる
耳すませば　聞こえてくるよ　あの日の stay gold

このままもっと　伝わるように　変わらぬ愛を
ささやかな日々に溢れている　I love you
深く絆つないでゆく
これからもっと　輝くように　明日は素晴らしい
二人だけの　(Baby, please stay gold)
愛の花を　(Baby, I love you)　いつまでも

部屋に飾ったportrait　君と笑った memory を連れて　ドアを開けた
君と結んだ点と線を　永遠に辿れるように　願い込めて

雨上がり薫る午後に　水たまりが映す空の上
飛び越えてみた僕らは　ゆるやかな時間も愛しくて

もしも僕が　あの頃の景色　いつか忘れても
いつもそばに　君がいたこと　忘れないだろう

そのままもっと　同じ想いで　変わらぬ愛を
ありふれた日々に記してゆく　I love you
君とのページ増えてゆく
君にはもっと　この先ずっと　笑っていて欲しい
雨の日でも　(Baby, please stay gold)
風の日でも　(Baby, I love you)　いつまでも

笑顔の裏の涙のワケを
解らずに過ごしてるよ　いまも
どんな日々を過ごして来たのかと
気になるの　いまも

木漏れ日射す　あの香りの記憶
窓の外を眺める度匂う
明日を祈る　明日が実る
息吹き始めている瞬間を

モノクロが色づき始める感覚
意味を失い始めた短冊
不安な　自分がまた嫌になる
つまんない　気持ちを歌になるなら

“I love… love you, my boo”
僕らだけに分かるような合図

All I want to say “I love…”
どんな言葉も宙を舞う

このままもっと　伝わるように　変わらぬ愛を
ささやかな日々に溢れている　I love you
深く絆つないでゆく
これからもっと　輝くように　明日は素晴らしい
二人だけの　(Baby, please stay gold)
愛の花を　(Baby, I love you)　いつまでも

To Be Free~

Nagareru kumo ni akogareta bokura
Saegiru mono nado nani hitotsu nai
Kioku no naka ni kizanda sora no iro wa
Ano hi no you ni kawaranu you ni

(Doko e yukou ka ?)
(Mada minu basho e)
Toki wa tomaranai te wo nobashite

Kawaita mama bokura wa kakedashitanda
Gomakasenai kokoro ni kizuita kara
Nani mo kazarazu sono mama de
Kaze ni fukare iku dake sa To be free

Hizashi no naka de warai atta bokura
Mujaki na koe ga ima mo hibiiteru
Afureru hodo no omoi wa asu ni mukai
Kagayaku you ni kawaranu you ni

(Hitori ja nai sa)
(Namida nugueba)
Taisetsu na mono ni kizuku no darou

Sukitootta mama bokura wa yume egaitanda
Akiramenai taiyou yori kirameku kara
Nagashita ase mo sono mama de
Hikari motome iku dake sa To be free

Furikaeru koto mo dekizu ni
Hashirinukete kita bokura
Nobori kudari kurikaeshita Yeah
Sore wa toki ni amaku horonigai

Kawaita mama bokura wa kakedashitanda
Gomakasenai kokoro ni kizuita kara
Nani mo kazarazu sono mama de… (To be free)

Sukitootta mama bokura wa yume egaitanda
Akiramenai taiyou yori kirameku kara
Nagashita ase mo sono mama de…

Kawaita mama bokura wa kakedashitanda
Gomakasenai kokoro ni kizuita kara
Nani mo kazarazu sono mama de
Kaze ni fukare iku dake sa To be free

To be free
To be free…

English Translation

We admired the flowing clouds
Nothing at all obstructing them
The colors of the sky we engraved in our memories
Are like that day and we hope it won’t change
(Where should we go? To a place we haven’t seen yet)
Time won’t stop　Reach out your hand

We started running even though we were thirsty
Because we realized we wouldn’t let our hearts be deceived
Without enhancing anything, just as we are
Simply going where the wind takes us, to be free

We laughed together in the sunlight
Our innocent voices are resounding even now
An overflowing amount of wishes that face tomorrow
Hoping they will shine, hoping they won’t change
(You’re not alone, so wipe your tears)
I think you’ll realize what’s important

We painted dreams even though we’d become transparent
Because we’ll shine brighter than the unfaltering sun
Even leaving our sweat as it is
Simply searching for the light, to be free

Unable to look over our shoulders
We ran through to the end
Repeatedly going up and down, yeah
Those times were sometimes sweet, sometimes bittersweet

We started running even though we were thirsty
Because we realized we wouldn’t let our hearts be deceived
Without enhancing anything, just as we are, to be free

We painted dreams even though we’d become transparent
Because we’ll shine brighter than the unfaltering sun
Even leaving our sweat as it is

We started running even though we were thirsty
Because we realized we wouldn’t let our hearts be deceived
Without enhancing anything, just as we are
Simply going where the wind takes us, to be free

To be free
To be free

Kanji

流れる雲に憧れた僕ら
遮るものなど何一つない
記憶の中に刻んだ空の色は
あの日のように　変わらぬように
(どこへ行こうか？まだ見ぬ場所へ）
時は止まらない、手を伸ばして

渇いたまま僕らは駈け出したんだ
ごまかせない心に気付いたから
何も飾らず、そのままで
風に吹かれ行くだけさ　To be free

日射しの中で笑い合った僕ら
無邪気な声が今も響いてる
溢れるほどの思いは明日に向かい
輝くように、変わらぬように
(一人じゃないさ、涙拭えば)
大切なものに気付くのだろう

透き通ったまま僕らは夢描いたんだ
諦めない太陽より煌めくから
流した汗もそのままで
光求め行くだけさ　To be free

振り返る事も出来ずに
走り抜けてきた僕ら
上り下り繰り返した　Yeah
それは時に甘くほろ苦い

渇いたまま僕らは駈け出したんだ
ごまかせない心に気付いたか
何も飾らず、そのままで　To be free

透き通ったまま僕らは夢描いたんだ
諦めない太陽より煌めくから
流した汗もそのままで

渇いたまま僕ら駈け出したんだ
ごまかせない心に気付いたから
なにも飾らず、そのまま
風に吹かれ行くだけさ　To be free

To be free
To be free